Cerebral Whispers by Dona Maria
Do not love me. Ghouls laugh
and call you lame.
You would not love
my flashing brain.
Don't! Do not! Mustn't!
Gullible pigeons, you are the cotton;
was it not clear?
Whom else do I hear
so often but you-
Freshman Prophet,
listen to your words.
"I ex-plod-ed my seminar's mind today,
and will again on Wednesday.
I'm the only smart one in the rooooom!
Prof loves me, everyone else annoys him.
Why? Oh, because I listen
and don't ask stupid questions."
Questions are not stupid!
You are not stupid!
You are just young
and too safe.
Sophomore Prophet,
"I write my papers in an hour,
and get LIKE a B+...
Imagine if I spent time editing?
One time I busted out
a research paper,
A RESEARCH PAPER MIND YOU!
In LIKE an hour,
my H.S. teacher told me I was gold
and off toward Harvard Square
where they got Latin and shit on doors."
Tired,
ashamed, though
will not hide this ti-
rade.
All in all and furthermore,
virtue is INCOMPATIBLE
with like
hubris.
I love this.
Sophomore Prophet reminds me of myself, especially considering its a nigh direct quote from yours truly.
Now I feel arrogant as hell.
Arrogance
Always afraid to be thus
Always worried, prefacing questions
"I'm not trying to be arrogant but"
Who the hell is trying to be arrogant?
This feeling pervades all aspects of life
Found everywhere
Ruining the best of men
Creating worthless elitism
Hubris. Not only the issue of the tragic hero
Also the issue of modern life.
So now I too, like Odysseus will strive forth
On mine own odyssey, to return to who I am.
This will hurt.
I think in those first few stanzas the author admits of some terrible things as well.